Saturday, February 19, 2011
Today is seriously wtf... I'm getting tired too...
2 days ago after work, i came home settled down and used the com. I on the com so as to completed my logbook for the day and when i'm done with my work, i decided to play. halfway playing, my sis told mi that she was busy while im playing so im suppose to help her hang the clothes instead. 3hrs ago, my father called to say wadever i do, make sure i'm to finish my work first. I FINISHED!!! and guess wad? He said i fking didnt so cos i got the clothes to hang! WTF pls, i'm doing a favour for my sis and this is wad i got? Just 10mins, all i nid was 10mins to let mi end my game before i stop to hang clothes. He nagged thru tt 10mins and to make things worst, my mother hanged it. The good o' routine started again, saying how useless i was, only know how to play game after returning hm... After finishing his words he will walk away and i waited to see him back at the door. True enough, in less then 20sec he walked back and continued the nagging.
So these 2 days he didnt spoke to mi, i didnt bother to try.
This early afternoon at started to rain didnt it? Kind of heavy tt the windows are suppose to be close rite? But my rm, the rain wasnt entering. So i didnt bother to close it. But someone came n close it, thanks.... When the rain ended, every single window open except mine and i got scolding again~~ Cos i didnt open it. WTF its my fault again?! I forsee that theres no nid to close the window, and tt someone did. Now its my fault. Its okay, i agree probably i could have open it my own i dun blame this.
To make me worst, today morning, the washing machine was activited to soak the clothes. It was half load only, i soaked my new dark formal attire seperately fearing tt it might leak colour, and left my other 2 tops next to the washing machine. Upon running the machine ltr in the afternoon, all clothes around the machine was to be thrown in. And guess wad now? idk if its my lil bro or sis activited the fking machine at half load with so mani clothes put OBVIOUSLY around it, they even bathed before activating, they shld oso notice my dark attire i was soaking seperately. WHAT happenned? NONE OF THE CLOTHES WERE THROWN IN. When i found out that not a single shyt of my formal attire was thrown in, i started demanding whu activated the machine w/o throwing the remaining clothes around in. What did i get in return? My father came and said its my fault to be blamed for my shirts not in it. Just bcos i was playing the com. Seriously pls, the washing machine was half load! Any no-brainer can tel tt its suppose to be filled up with the other clothes. Even so, nvm if the clothes werent thrown in, but the clothes soaking in the toilet is like so "DUH IM SUPPOSE TO BE WASHED TOO". Is even justice? From my sibling fault to can be seen tt its mine... i really dun know wad to say...
Feel like giving up, im really doubting now wads really going thru behind those masks. Praising mi for being able to do this and that, when he is not happi, even the right can be twisted to wrong in his eyes. Its tired, im scared now, im scared to talk, fearing off stepping on the self destruct button.
When his ok with mi, when i do something, he keeps quiet, when i help, i get some gd word.(Example: His com is having problems starting up recently, i found a way hitting the com abit would work most of the time, he was like ooo kk i will do tt nxt time. Today i heard, see he thinks by hitting the com solves the problems, he bother to find and alternative anot!) Yes, i agree, i could have done so... but see the difference when someone is happi/neutral or unhappi with u?
Wen da, wad u said to mi 3yrs ago about the further my thumb can bend backwards, the more unfilial i will be in the future, i didnt belief it totally, not a chance. Now I'm starting to belief its true. Deep in me, shld i jst... Whenever he ask for my help, i jst do it and a full stop. When as a family, we have talks i wouldnt add in into th conversation, im scared that he couldnt take my humour... When he praise mi, i will ask him to save his breath. I just wan peace, not having a war with you, im alrdy very happi... are we heading towards the relationship of a gd tenant and landlord? =(
Pls somebody, i need help... What should i do... Can someone tell mi where have i gone wrong... I'm willing to note n learn...
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4:09 PM
Friday, August 20, 2010
Its been like ?? since i updated... I cant say tt i didnt have the time too, but well if i did, it wouldn't be mi.
Currently for now, im in TEP Business Services Centre Stopover. Where i will be experiencing a simulated working lifestyle in NYP, doing external projects like Mystery shopping for some companies (well i cant say whu bcos of some confidentiality paper i got to sign) and internal project doing up Reports and Proposals for the upcoming Overseas Immersion Program for SBM!! So do look out for it!! =D
Today 1 whole wk past since i started which means its 8wks more!! woot. I suppose u will be wondering wtf having anything i have jst written got to do with tt title up there. In TEP, we wld not be graded academically but thru our performance appraisal.
For those whu knows mi, im probably somebody whu mostly lead around by the nose (damn u if u agree with tt). I prefer to keep a low profile and live in the little corner of mine sometimes, but now, if this keeps up, i will be better of will 6 Bs in 8mths time... BUT I DESPERATELY NEED THAT 6As.
I have been posted as an Internal Project leader and a Claims personnel. So i gotta show my team n the teacher im an A grade!! I NIDDA SPEAK OUT I NID TO LEAD AND SHOW WAD IM MADE OF =.=""
Seriously, idk wad the hell im posting its like no head n tail. anyway at least i posted at last and changed my BGM so enjoy it =)
[wasted my time again] at
8:53 PM
Friday, January 8, 2010
To be posted when i have the time :DD
Happi bday to meeee xD
[wasted my time again] at
11:23 PM
Friday, January 1, 2010
Happy new year! Welcome to 2010.
Remember, life is short, break the rules, make faggilion friends, love truly, dance like a monkey, be silly, smile at random people, laugh uncontrollably, scream when you get the chance to, And never regret anything that made you, you!
Now about today, i headed to OCC for a session of pool n snooker. Its the most expensive time i ever played too. In all, i played for 3.5hrs n paid $10 whereas in the past i will pay $10 for 6hrs. Playing pool today was terrible for mi. Though having not much a problem potting balls in. but i couldnt do some moves tt i was able to in the past D=. Nowadays, i shifted my focus on snooker as its requires much more presicion n strategic planning. I managed to reach an all new record for myself!! I got 50pts (pot in 3 black, 2pink, 1 brown. then 1 green.)! @_@ though alittle pathetic ><"" but im very satisfied!
Coming to think about my New Year Resolutions, wad i will like to see n improve on myself are: 1) Not being late
2) Be more pro active
3) Be more confident of myself
4) Buck up!!
5) Try to update this blog more often
6) n do anything else to make myself a better man :)
will be working hard n achieve these goals.
Wishing u guys a very happi new year ahead,
May the year be filled with endless joy n laughter plus success in all forms!!
well wishes to all frens n more.
-Joel
[wasted my time again] at
1:38 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
PEK CHEK!!
SO did not do that well as i wanted!! Just I watch man! Keep up the gd work n FAIL
SEM2 here i! Slack!
LOL jk
Actually i got sth i wanted to post but...
=.= i forgot wad was it @_@
End of post
[wasted my time again] at
10:42 PM
Friday, July 17, 2009
Time flies so fast!! D= its been a week ler...
Well, this week i came acroos two farny stuffs xD
- While doing my Project, there was a guy behind mi with a laptop, but the Macbook was really weird. Then saw the Apple logo was actually pasted on his laptop no wonder that Macbook was so weird xD. So i suggsted to my friends tt we get one to paste too, that was when my friend said: hahaha ltr pple see my fujitsu laptop and the apple logo, ask mi wad brand, we say FujiApple LOL xD
- Nxt was wad i saw today. A guy wearing a spec sth like ade's but... WITH NO LENS hahaha
So tts all, at least i made an effort to update~ =)
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10:34 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Results are out out out out~
Principles Of Accounts: A [23/25] <<< damn tt theory qn!! roar!!
Principle Of Marketing: B
MacroEconomic: B [30/40]
Business Software Applications: C [59/100], A [48/60]
Effective Writting Skills: D [28/50]
Statistical Theory for Business: ??
While school have been generally fine for mi. Currently 'absent' once for my Marketing Lecture. Jst bcos i gone to school n forgot to bring my admin card for attendance taking, worst i didnt inform the teacher. So in the system im absent=.=
As u know, its compulsory for daily temperature taking in school now due to that dumb dumb H1N1 influenza thingy. I'm starting to have the urge to get a STICKER BOOK. Bcos, when i take temperature everyday, i will get a sticker each time. So im thinking to collect the in the sticker book, i hope to FILL IT UP xD =X.
Hopefully, thispost will keep my blog not hungry for awhile, best, for months =X. Poor thing having starved for months since 3 April ><""
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12:33 PM
